Sunday, December 19, 2010 ' 9:07 AM Y
my life my fairytale
You may be still contacting me but do you know that it felt so different now . Yes you make it sound so easy and is a must for you to find fault with me every single day . Why ? I don need you to do this ever now when we are just
SIMPLY FRIENDS . Please stop , i had enough and i can't no longer take this . Just stop and i will be thankful . Why must you do this even when we are nothing to each other anymore but friends . Just stop since we are friends , i have my rights to lead my own life be it good or bad , my life my way . As a friend , you advise me not lead my life get that . And just stop acting as if you know what I'm feeling and stuff because the fact is you
DON'T ! And if you were in my shoe , I'm sure you could be in tears . Tears will always be accompany me at night . Making sure i went sleep with it and i hate that , it make me so weak . I just hate this feeling , i miss him so freaking much and i don't even know how to let it go . And I'm wondering why i dream about them in my sleep
TWO times . In both dream , she keep finding faults with me making me look bad in his eyes . And he listen to every word she say , and i get scolding by him real bad that when i woke up i was in tears . And , my heart was pounding very fast . I guess i miss him to much that i dream about him and there she is trying to break us apart even in my dreams . Hello is my dream don't disturb please ! Haha , well is not her fault that were are not lovers anymore , it was his and mine fault . I'm sure things will get better as things happen for a reason . I hope so .
PS : Boy , i miss you so much );
