If only you knew , i bet you will stop me . But I don't wish this to continue . I want this to end real fast . I'm sick and tired of everything . If only you were in my shoe , you will understand why I'm doing this . I hate to do this , all i did is just hurting myself . Tell me do anyone in the world love hurting their self for nothing ? I don't think there is , if there is i guess there something wrong with that person . HAHA . Sharing someone you love with someone else is not something fun to do and it can led to heartbreaking and etc . And that sux to the max max maximum ! But its okey , ENDURE is all i need to do .