Its hurts when you no longer trust me like how you do back then . I swear it hurts me . But did you care ? No don't think so . I think you don't . You keep repeating the same thing . Like hello , i have feeling , and it hurts me every time you doubt me . Yes , i know I know I'm contacting with other guys now apart from you . But when i say i treat them as friends , i really do . Do i treat them like you ? NO . Do i love them like i love you ? NO . Do i care for them like i care for you ? NO . No , i don't treat them like i treat you . I treat only you special because you meant everything to me . But all you did is doubt me . Why ? Simply because you don't trust me . You said , i change . Yes i know i change but do i want to ? No , it happen without me realizing . And i have been trying so hard to be the old me whom you know but you never did notice it and all you did now is finding fault with me every now and then . I'm sick and and tired of it , fighting and arguing with each other for almost everyday . I no longer see love but all i see is us fighting every SINGLE DAY ! I miss the old us , the times we jokes around and etc . And now all is just stupid fights and did you notice it when we fight , we are fighting for the same old thing . Is annoying when we keep arguing for the same thing every time . I know I'm not good enough for you . And I know I can not longer take care for you like how i did back then , you say so yourself . Its ok , its alright . I will just e n d u r e everything .
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