♥SweetestDrug

Thursday, October 14, 2010 ' 8:28 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Life has been great with family and friends whom never fail to make my day . And not forgetting Pet . But love life sucks big time ! I just hate to be in this situation . This just never end , and i'm just confuse of what to do , im just speecless . He did make me happy and he did make me feel like being love but im wondering is that just an act ? Im comfuse of this sitution . One after another . I can't do much but wait , wait for him to be over with his confusion world . But when will that day come ? Its have been a few months with he and his confusion world . I'm just tired of all the same thing happening . Back then it was A and now B . Things never end i guess till someone make the decision . And that decision should made by him , me or her ?? Till someone make a decision , the problem will never end and the three of us will be stuck in this sitution till ...?
I know you have been putting yourself down and blaming yourself for this . But i never did blame you for this , as i made my own decision , get that ? Yes , you have hurt me in many ways , alot of time , but ape beza nye aku . But whatever reason you did , whatever thing you did which hurt me alot , my love towards you never change abit . Im still loving you like how i use to love you . You might have doubt me but i don't have a reason to lie .

And please lets stop quarreling over the same old thing . Is getting on my nerve
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K bye! :D

Ps:I can lie to anyone but not myself .