In class right now and I'm bored . Gaaahh !! Project have yet to be complete . How ? Tomorrow need to do presentation . We haven even finish half of it . Damn it . Anyone want help us ? Mr Yar project still haven started . So many project yet so little time . I hate project!
Sitting beside Suzana in class is fun :D . Sepak muke sampai hidung terpusing boleh ? Haha .

I miss Am , has been a long time since i meet him . Well he doesn't have time for me and i don't wish to keep on asking him when to meet and stuff . So ya I'm just keeping quiet and it seems that he doesn't even bother to ask me when to meet and stuff . It has always been me asking all this while . It has always been me and not you -_-'
K bye!

We often meet once in a month and you meet her , twice or thrice in a week . Is that fair ? When i asked you out , to watch movie or even window shopping spending time together , you give all sortz of excuse . But when she asked , you agree to anything . When i asked you out , you give me excuses such as " nak pergi mane sey . Keluar takde plan nanti mendak" , " i takde duit lah lain ar kalau ada, keluar takde duit mendak ". When asked him to watch movie , " tengok citer ape ? takde citer bestbest mendak " , " Duit tkde " . When i say about him going out with her to movie date with her back then you told me it was her who treated you . I was never your first priority not even once . Be it now or back then . I was only made as an option to you . I never felt that i was important to you not even once . Let say this again NEVER . While i have been alwasy making you my first priority making you my everything . You were never fair to me . Fvck yo ! :D

Dear friend of mine , you change alot . And i mean alot . You are so becoming typical minah . No offences my friends . Why the sudden change ? Its so shocking , and so tak perlu . Please eh please no eh . Stop it eh perangai . We prefer the old you , the sweet inoccent little girl . Not the wannabe typical minah . I guess i would not mention any name . You yourself figure out who are you . Change my friend , we miss the old you :D

I miss me Central Girls alot ! No training means we don't get to see each other . Except for Azu , Raph and Kim since we are the only central player who went for the polite training . Seriously , it feels so different training with all those from West and East . I feel out and small . Yes , i do make friends with them and yes they are friendly but i just feel different . And i feel small whenever i start training with them . Somehow i tends to lose all my cofident when i'm with them . Like someone who has just start playing soccer , a newbie . -_-' Wierd huh ? Ok whatever lest put that aside .

I'm so looking forward for the coming Tuesday *wide smile*

Life has been great with family and friends whom never fail to make my day . And not forgetting Pet . But love life sucks big time ! I just hate to be in this situation . This just never end , and i'm just confuse of what to do , im just speecless . He did make me happy and he did make me feel like being love but im wondering is that just an act ? Im comfuse of this sitution . One after another . I can't do much but wait , wait for him to be over with his confusion world . But when will that day come ? Its have been a few months with he and his confusion world . I'm just tired of all the same thing happening . Back then it was A and now B . Things never end i guess till someone make the decision . And that decision should made by him , me or her ?? Till someone make a decision , the problem will never end and the three of us will be stuck in this sitution till ...?
I know you have been putting yourself down and blaming yourself for this . But i never did blame you for this , as i made my own decision , get that ? Yes , you have hurt me in many ways , alot of time , but ape beza nye aku . But whatever reason you did , whatever thing you did which hurt me alot , my love towards you never change abit . Im still loving you like how i use to love you . You might have doubt me but i don't have a reason to lie .

And please lets stop quarreling over the same old thing . Is getting on my nerve
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K bye! :D

Ps:I can lie to anyone but not myself .

I had fun working today ((:
Made new friend with someone called Farhan and Ina . Shaboy can make me laugh . Seriously , he make an announcement and asked me to go to the DJ table , and guess what he say the moment i approach him, " tadi ada orang salam aku . Cute giler sia die ! " *with his expression*
Pantat ! Aku pikir nak suruh aku bikin ape ke nk kene nagging ke . Haha . Perangai gatal ! haha .
Wondering who he is , he is my so called boss , oh ya currently i'm working as kendarat (:
Kendarat pon kendarat lah , asl kan ada duit :D

You , please stop bringing yourself down . Gaaahh Hate it when you did that ! * muke marah *

To all readers if there is lar kan , i won't be updating much . Nowadays , my mind will go like totally blank when i want update something and all the things i have in my mind will disappear . Irrits kan aku tahu . so ya. (:

I had fun with Dog, Pig and sheep's , they sure knows how to make my day !<3

Meet Iella at Bugis , supposedly to meet at Tampines but then since she wants to a look around for a new jeans at Bugis , we meet there instead . But i was damn lazy to go out so wait for her at platform instead . After that train-ed to PayaLebar . We soooo wanted to sing our lungs out but sodey was full and we have to wait till 5.30pm , since we have to meet Feeqa and Nuyun at downtown at 5.3opm so kita lupa kan je hajat kita . Play arcade for a while , after that train-ed to Pasir Ris . Meet them , abe perut memanggil untuk makan , so had my Lunch . After that slacked behide BK for a while before meeting Icesyah . Had some photo taking session with this Beruk's(:
After there procceed to Icesyah block , before that bought my chocolate yogurt . Ok , it so memuak kan . Kalau aku tahu aku beli yang kecik je . In orang cakap TAMAK! (:
Can't resist them . Nice but if you eat to muck soo muak .
After meeting Icesyah , slack under Arini block , bump insto her when she was on her way home . So she join us , play card and talk crap . OK Adik kau CUTE/HOT ! *melts*
Haha . At 9plus we went on our separated way (:

Ps : IloveKorang!(:

Meet ShahfulNizam just now , Gossh! i freaking miss him . And frankly speaking , time spent with him just now was not enough ! And i hurt my ankle just now ! Asshole , macam thanks gitu kan . Akibat jalan tak tahu tengok bawah . Bodoh pe kau yana !
Holiday seems boring to me , I'm stuck at home most of the time and no want wants to accompany me out . Whenever i asked someone , he or she is not free . And when i ask Pet out guess what " i malas ar , duduk rumah diamdiam sudah . "
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Mendak and I'm growing fat ! Food will be my company whenever I'm bored and babat will be the result . Pet cakap aku makan tembam ! Goossh , gemuk pat pipi tak bestnye .
Besok nak keluar !!! Kawan ajak explore cari hantu pat yishun park . Nak ikut ke tak eh ?? Hmm .
Imagine eh nampak benda semua lari aku lari mcm budak cacat kat belakang dengan ankle aku ni . Goossh! haha !
K otak blank bye ! ((:

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