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Saturday, July 31, 2010 ' 4:32 AM Y

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I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE THIS!!
YOU YES YOU ARE LIKE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE AGAIN AND AGIAN!
ERGHERGEHERGH!!

I still remember he asking me again and again not to put our picture at Facebook.Reason? He know himself better.
Nevermind.MAKE HER YOUR FIRST PRIORITY !
And she can like put the the picture that has he in it again and again at Facebook.
Why never you stop her from doing so and yet you stop me from doing it.
It so clear you rather hurt me then hurt her.
It ok to hurt me but its not ok to hurt her right?
FVCK YOU PEOPLE!!!!!!!

Friday, July 30, 2010 ' 5:48 AM Y

my life my fairytale

I am supersuper tired.Guess what i slept during our project discussion at the Queentown library for 1 Hour.Haha.The moment i woke up the rest we using Facebook.Hee.Sorry guys,but korang jugak yang suruh aku tidur.HAHA((:

When i woke up alamak depan budak Primary School a group of girls and one for them sumpah kalau tu adik aku da lame aku sepak muka dia.Bakal die anak orang.Haha.

Then after packing Syzwan treat us Nasi bryani atthe coffea shop.Thanks((:

Train-ed to Tamp and bought Pure Caremal ice blande((((((:

Too bad Syazwan tak dapat.Haha.Then bus-ed home.Was suppose to teach cousin today but then no one at home to take care of Adik and i'm tired so postpone tomorrow Morning.

See i have started to put hopes on you once again.Fvck! Errgghh!! Gosssh please yana please,stop hoping for him.You will end up getting hurt instead if this goes on.

But seriolusly i miss him fvcking much! Feel wierd because Friday we usually meet unlike today we don't):

And ya to someone,Please eh please get a mirror and reflect on youself before saying people.You are getting on my nerve sia -.-'

Thursday, July 29, 2010 ' 7:33 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Is better to stick with 2 to 3 group of girl friend rather then a bunch of them.Because stupid fight will always happen.And dari kawan jadi lawan.Gossh! Haish.Padahal dulu tak pernah gaduh sekarang gaduh mcm perang.Blabablbalbla......

I freaking tired.When home at 12.25am yesterday.And I'm still with my school uniform at that time.In the morning went to ITE simie at 8 am.Go there with izzul((:

Da lame tak jumpa die.Haha.Andearly in the morning already it start to rain and we have to walk under the rain all the way to the gate.Reach there meet the rest at the forum after meeting the rest off to the sport hall.Help with food and stuff.Saw alot of friends there((:

At 4plus we end then off to City hall me my friend then off to Boon Lay meet Coach and Fash and off to NTU.We lost 7-3. But is ok.We did our very best.

And after bathing and stuff at 10.30 to Boon Lay.Then train-ed home sweet home.k done((: AHah

Post boring rite?I know.((:

I'm just scare to be in relationship.I guess is better to be single then attached.I don't want History to repeat itself.I had enough of heartbroken.Serious shit.See for yourself now,we are not even attach to each other and my heart have been hurt many times i tell you.Why are you even asking me that question(is not asking for stead for FYI) when you have already chosen her???

If we are mean to be together then we are.If not,i wish you all the best((:

Tuesday, July 27, 2010 ' 8:16 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Icesyaaaaaaaaaah!!!
See that beg.Aku pakai tau!! Ahaha.Tapi aku ada ubah kan sikit ar.Hehe.((:

I have two project to do.And guess what,one of them the deadline is on the 6August and we just
been told about it today.
Ok.Is so rushing.Omg,hopefully we manage to do and pass it on time.No last minute please.Haha((:
And tomorrow going ITE Simie.Yeah!!((:
Meeting Muzz and izzul.Will text izzul tomorrow.I miss this two Gundu head((:
Andand,after that have to rush to Boon Lay meet Fash and off to NTU.
I have just join the NTU and tomorrow there's game already??? And their Coach are superduper fierce when it comes to training.But he can be friendly and nice after or before training.I admit i'm afraid of Coach Kumar.Gaaahh!! Haha.Never had Coach like him so it normal to feel scared because im so use to having Coach who are not at all fierce unlike him.

Facebook suxs!! I can't seem to upload any pictures.Grrr!!
I'm craving for Coffea Bean and so is Syazwan.Haha.Caramel eh Wan.I'm going get one tomorrow if i manage to.Hoho.
This few days i tend to get hungry so easily.After eating a meal one hour later my stomach will cry,asking to feed her.Macam mane perut tak boncet.Alamak!!
Lucky there's training to help me cut down those Fats on my body.Im getting bigger and bigger like Sumo Wrestler.K FAKE! Haha.

I no longer put hopes on you.But i'm still loving you like how i use to love you.But i no longer treat you like how i use to treat you back then.I have my own reason for that.Hope you understand.Since you have made your decision,i hope you don't feel guilty towards me.Don't text me beacue you felt guitly.Don't okey((:

LOVE = Heartbroken
true enough(((:

Saturday, July 24, 2010 ' 9:38 PM Y

my life my fairytale

I miss complaining to "my Sepet" even the most tak perlu thing to him.

I miss telling "my Sepet" everything about my whereabouts.

I miss fighting with "my Sepet" for almost everyday even it make me want to slap his face for purposely making me mad for one very stupid reason.

Reason he get to laugh when he text me and i'm mad.HAHA(:

I miss hearing "my Sepet" calling me Bambam.

I miss telling "my Sepet" how i miss him and how much i love him when we ended our daily routine messaging each other.

I miss hearing Iloveyou from "my Sepet"

And i just miss him SuperDuper much.):

How i wish you were beside me every night to wide those tears from falling down my cheeks.

How i wish you were mine.

How i wish that my wishes could come true.

But is just a wish.

You don't get everything you asked for in life.

So appreciate what you have now and never take things for granted.

Friday, July 23, 2010 ' 8:18 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Stop crying fucker!!!!!
He doesn't care so why cry for him? You are just wasting you tears!
I hope KARMA gets you(((: Then you know how it feels like to be hurt.
Here some advice for you sucker!
Don't ever give hope to a girl when you know you are going to leave her.Don be a motherfucker get it????
Here i am trying to heal these broken pieces and you guys happyhappy here and there.
Don act like you care.
Your sorry don't mean anything to me now.It won't change anything!
Your love is just a lie!!!!!
ERGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAAAAHH !!I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO ME!!!!

' 6:14 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Just like how i predict i was right all along.My feelings doesn't cheat me but you(sape makan taik die yang rasa geli) do!!

Ergh!!

And you yes you! Again you manage to hurt me and this time you broke my heart into pieces i tell you.Be in my shoe and you will know how it feel like to be treated this way.You give me hope all this while but in just a few seconds all hope are dashed just like that.I swear i was holding back my tears.Just as you know i acted strong as if nothing happen in front you but deep inside sigh..

Why must this happen to me?? If i knew this would happen i wouldn't have text you back then when she leave you for another guy.I shouldn't have text and asked are you ok.

Didn't i guess correctly that you love her more then you love me so?? No matter how you deny in the end i will still know.

I FEEL SO STUPID! I guess i am?? Haish...

I feel like crying i swear but crying for you is not worth it.So i will try not to.You don't worth my love i guess.I will try to forget you no matter how hard it may be.

Syazwan once again were there for me thanks((:

A friends in need is a friend in deed(:

MY HEART PAIN PAIN !*sobsob*

Thursday, July 22, 2010 ' 6:00 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Heart PAINPAIN!!

I guess sometimes things are better unknow.Thruth hurt.And it make me want to cry));

I swear i was holding back my tears from falling in the class.You don't treat me the way you treat her.You treat her better.Why?You know yourself better.I don't believe she treat you just like her own brother.If she does why must the word 'BABY' be there in every single message.But it sees different when it comes to me.Im just too dumb to like believe every single words people said.So STUPID of me!! Thanks Syazwan and Scynthia(: Don worry i will be alright just like old times :D

Read this i am very sure you going to asked me but guess what I'm not going say anything.I don't feel the need to.So yeah.Don't even bother to asked me alright.Thanks((:

Mama said choose someone who loves you not the other way round.Why?Someone who loves you will appreciate you more then someone who you love.I guess what Mama said is true enough.

School suck.Why?Is damn bored i tell you.Balestier is damn boring.School looks dead sia.And is far from home!! I feel lazy to travel there eveyday for like 1hour plus.Meaning i have to wake up early if class start early in the morning *yawn* Haha((:

And there is no Internet ! Sumpah mendak!!! But on the bright side i still have my friends who made my day happy((:

Im happy Rahimah Bte Razali is like the old times(((: We start talking nonsense like how we use too.((:

PS : Lets just enjoy life while we can and the serious stuff for later((((((((:

Sunday, July 11, 2010 ' 5:17 AM Y

my life my fairytale

In Life, you will realize that people you meet have each own purpose…Some were there to test you,Some would use you.Some would teach you, And some would bring you out the better If not the best in you.Some would even cause you pain and heartache, But we must learn to move on…So let go of the people who can’t treat you right. Hold on to those who love you back and see your worth.After all, Life is not meeting people, It's touching poeple life. If you try, You can like everybody and Everybody will like you..There comes a point in our life When we realize who matters who never did, who don’t anymore And who always will… So don’t worry about People in your past, There’s a reason why They didn’t make it to your future.

Thursday, July 8, 2010 ' 8:20 AM Y

my life my fairytale

I don't know why but problem like this often appear in friendship.WHY? Because of some people like you.WHY? Asked yourself.People like you,YES YOU a such a great actor! You talk more then you do things.
I don't disturb you,you don't come and disturb me get it??

GET A LIFE BITCH!!

NOW SHOO!!!

' 8:16 AM Y

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NEW SCHOOL IS BORING!!!!!!!

I MISS BEDOK!!((:

' 7:45 AM Y

my life my fairytale

Hello Readers!!!! (((:

I know i have not been updating my blog for like 17368749years. K FAKE! Been busy lately and being such a lazy ass to like even touch the keyboard so yeah((:

Picture taken during soccer chalet((: . It was 3days 2 night and i manage to overnight(: Hee.First time kan tahu.Haha.

The first night was a surprise birthday party for Lenny 21th.And it all turned out perfect even thought there some problem but still manage to overcome it.First day did not manage to sleep.So played stupid and yet entertaining game with Lenny,Ardy,Fai,Zul,Boi and Kesha.Played till is time to wake up the girls for soccer training.

Trip to Bishan from Pasri Ris was fun.Haha.The whole team together as one went for training.Walked in the rain to bustop and then run for bus.Wet like what in the bus sumpah sejuk.In the bus all of them except for me fall asleep.Just couldn't get myself to sleep.After training the accompany Raph home.Waste time at her crib sempat karoke lagi.Haha.

Then of to Chalet.Was hungry and did not manage to find food so wanted to sleep but couldn't so just lay down while waiting for the rest to come back from swimming.After the have enough of swimming ,came back and started to BBQ(:

Food atlast.Haha! Perangai orang gemuk eh.Hee.

Second day was just like any normal chalet thingy but we had a talked with coach about our performance.SO yeah after that they drink,so keluar bbual dengan coach pon cantik((:

And still couldn't get to sleep and so i did not get to sleep for like 2 days.

The 3rd day packing time! Taxi-ed home with Lenny.Then unpack all my stuff and then aku Flat till the night((:

Did i elaborate to much??? Haha !

Bye :D