Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ' 3:15 AM Y
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE BABY!!!
i noe ur birthday is tomorrow but im will not be using the comp tonight or bsk so yeah.
firstly happy birthday to my feeqa darling
i hope u will enjoy ur day tommorrow
i wish you the best in everything
study hard for ur N's aites i now u can do it
lastly i love you!(:
ps: da 17 seii(:
labels: happy b'day!
' 2:26 AM Y
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pictures from granlink(:
Friday, June 12, 2009 ' 3:51 AM Y
my life my fairytale
i won't be blogging unless i feel the need to.as i will be busy getting ready for my N's and also out with family or with my my babies .N's are just 2month plus from now and im freaking out.hol are pack with classes and i proud to say that i have been attending them.(: .gd gurl huh.haha..ok stop.when to grandlink with the 3NC people but only 5 turn up.but still i enjoy myself.since there was only the 5 of us we decided to join with the b.m .we when to diff room of course.muzz had to layan my merepekness.haha.poor guy.after kaoreke khai and yussof wanted to play pool so feeqa,muzz and i had to entertaint ourself by playing arcade.haha.had a race and is obvious that muzz win.i try to play the pool org tk pernah maen pool lar kn so anyhow hit je.haha.sit watch them play after that train-ed to pasir ris and slack for a while at mac.and seriously danny IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE! haha.tk kacau org tk sah sia.haha.slaced for a while and then bus'ed home.i miss someone and i have been dreaming about him lately.i don know why.haish.ps: won't be blogging that much.labels:missing hym ;(
Sunday, June 7, 2009 ' 3:42 AM Y
my life my fairytale
Tell me why you're so hard to forget,Don't remind me,I'm not over it,Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth,And I really don't know what to do,I'm just a little too not over you.
ps:still not over you ;(
Saturday, June 6, 2009 ' 10:16 PM Y
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im bored!! i miss both my babies and also i miss someone fucking much and i shall not tell who.haish.it have been 5 days.can someone or anyone make me hate him.pls!!!! argh!!!!!!!! ok stop.get hym out of ur mind lar yana.no use thinking of him while he doesn't even care about u no more.and why am i talking to myself?? haha.gler.i been wondering to myself why nowdays i haven been eating like how im use to.i guess is because problem keep coming after one another other.hmm.but atlesat i can lose some fats of from my body.haha.i miss icesyah lar!! i want to meet her.(: shall post agin when i feel like it.bye!labels: loving you still :(
' 4:04 AM Y
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I just can't seem to forget about you boy.The more i tried the more i can't.It's just so hard.I did't wanted to cry but those tears i just can't seem to hold them back.I just can't accept the fact that you are no longer my babylove.How i wish i could run away from all this.It just keep bothering me too much.I don know what more to do to forget you and get u out form my mind.I just want to be the old yana again who alwasys smiling and laughing and not a single tears was seen,but i just can't seem to.I acted to be a happy-go-lucky girl.What a fool! I'm sick of crying and stuff but i can't seem to stop all that.I miss those times together but it was all in the past.It just hurt so much and it's effecting me too much.I can't lie to myself.I just miss you soo much and till now my love for you does't fade infact it is growing and that simpliy suck and i hate it !! i guess you are happy now and i wish you all the best in everything(;labels: deep inside
i just see you as another soul.bwell on our memories if you want to.
' 4:01 AM Y
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHERINA!!
wish u all the best in everything u do(:
i love you! and i miss you!!
' 3:49 AM Y
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went shopping with IZZUL,KHARI and FEEQAlove :) .went to penin and then train-ed to bugis.bought 2 tops and 1 bottoms.feeqadarl also bought 1 tops and she also bought 8 earing for herself and also for the two 2 birthday gerls.she gave me one thnks(: .after shopping train-ed to downtown had our luch at mac and the proceed to pasir ris park.i was abit mad at feeqa for keeping me waiting.haha..tapi skejap je.and gop ko pon same.ass.haha.k bye!
' 3:40 AM Y
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ' 10:48 PM Y
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i guess people come and go in your life and nothings stay forever.one after another.and it hard to find true friends nowdays.whatever it is life have to move on.i dun noe what made you change and suddenly u made that decision which hurts me and feeqa badly.i guess u have found someone or some clan better then us which i guess will make u more happy then before.through out those years we been together as bestfriend but u just broke it up like that.im luck enough to have dira and feeqa by my side when i really need them now.im just been left by someone whom i love deeply and now you.so who will be next??i hope u are happy now whatever it is i just want to wish u all the best.*i want all this to end as soon as possible.my heart just can't take it anymore.is hurting me inside badly.i just hate that feeling!!
labels: one after another ;(
' 8:28 AM Y
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i hate myself for been weak
i hate myself for crying over and over again
i hate myself for having to go through this
i hate myself for not able to get over him i hate myself for letting people to hurt me again and againi hate myself for falling in love back then
AND I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING IN THIS STUPID SITUATION!
and i simply hate myself for this ;(
Monday, June 1, 2009 ' 11:32 PM Y
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im back to single and im not hating anyone.ur decision might hurt me alot but i guess u did the right thing.is better then we are together and ignoring each other,and by msg-ing is the only way we talk.i guess we should have not stead in the first palce.haha.nvm what past is past.Andri thanks for everything,i app it alot for what you have done for me.thnks for being patient with me even though i might be irritating at times and im sorry if i have hurt u in a way.and also im sorry if my perangai make u malu in public sometimes haha.all i want to say is thanks for everythings.AND REMEMBER DUN TREAT ME LIKE A STRANGER.i might have loso u as a lover but i dun want to lose u as a fren aites.so do treat me as fren like how u use to before become a couple (:to iella whatever it is i never avoid u at ws alright.i did talk to u but ur reply was like mlz nk layan.think what u want aites.but remember this u are still my babylove aites(:
