Friday, May 22, 2009 ' 2:41 AM Y
my life my fairytale
argh!!!!!!!!!!binget binget binget bniget!!!!!i just can't take it anymore.eveyone has its own limit to everything.so the same goes to me.i just can't figure out why u are acting this way to me.what have i done ????? ape salah aku ???came across this things and seriously it hurt me so much.like hello im ur girlfriend ok why are u treating me this way,while the way you treat your friends is way more better then how u treat me.ar fuck sia !!!! you did not even bother to ask me again whats wrong even when i did not reply to ur msg.i keep asking this question again and again.DO YOU STILL LOVE ME?DO YOU STIL CARE FOR ME?WHAT HAVE I DONE UNTIL U ARE ACTING THIS WAY?this question has alwasy been in my mind but i just haven got those answer yet.people keep telling me is normal as this is what happen when u are in realitionships and soon it will be over.ya i know is normal and u people would not feel how i feel until u went throught the same things.those reason you told iella and rad are u sure is just because of that?if it is why are you not studying but instead out with your friends spending all your time with them until u do not have time for me.seriously by doing this you are hurting me.and i just can't able to go throught all this things.i wanted to talk things out with you but you doesn't seem to care.and sometimes when i wasn't able to cope with all this i will just break down and cry.i know is stupid to cry over a guy but seriously u are hurting me too much.i love you too much and i fear one day u might leve me like the rest did
I miss those late night calls.
I miss those hugs.
I miss those kisses.
I miss those jokes we made.And i miss the old you.i just can't take it anymore and by blogging im just letting out my feelings and not asking for people to pity me.labels: searching for the old u :(
