just finish doing my hol homework and study chem for a while.now im just left with ss hw.which i tried to do just now but could not as i simply dun understand how to.haha.so tomrrow will be having class at 1pm until 3pm.will we meeting feeqa and maybe iella?

Dear iella,

Feeqa and i feel that u seems to be drifted apart from us now.and we simply dun noe whats the reason.i just read ur blog and i think u are having problem which i guess u are not ready to share it with us but only to kellyrave.is ok we will be waiting aites.but remeber this no matter what we will be alwasy there for u.cheer up k babylove(:

to all my babygirls im sorry if i have been moody at times and im sure u girls should noe the reason.thanks you so much for all those comfrot and advice u girls give to me.i app it.thanks for listening to my problems and i feel much better after pouring it out.i love u guys!! (:
and not forgetting khairi thanks soo much for everything and khai cheer up k im sure u will able to forget her sooner or later it just takes time aitez(:
n to iella cheer up okie (:

lebals:still searching

argh!!!!!!!!!!

binget binget binget bniget!!!!!
i just can't take it anymore.eveyone has its own limit to everything.so the same goes to me.i just can't figure out why u are acting this way to me.what have i done ????? ape salah aku ???
came across this things and seriously it hurt me so much.like hello im ur girlfriend ok why are u treating me this way,while the way you treat your friends is way more better then how u treat me.ar fuck sia !!!! you did not even bother to ask me again whats wrong even when i did not reply to ur msg.i keep asking this question again and again.

DO YOU STILL LOVE ME?
DO YOU STIL CARE FOR ME?
WHAT HAVE I DONE UNTIL U ARE ACTING THIS WAY?

this question has alwasy been in my mind but i just haven got those answer yet.
people keep telling me is normal as this is what happen when u are in realitionships and soon it will be over.ya i know is normal and u people would not feel how i feel until u went throught the same things.

those reason you told iella and rad are u sure is just because of that?if it is why are you not studying but instead out with your friends spending all your time with them until u do not have time for me.seriously by doing this you are hurting me.and i just can't able to go throught all this things.i wanted to talk things out with you but you doesn't seem to care.
and sometimes when i wasn't able to cope with all this i will just break down and cry.
i know is stupid to cry over a guy but seriously u are hurting me too much.
i love you too much and i fear one day u might leve me like the rest did

I miss those late night calls.
I miss those hugs.
I miss those kisses.
I miss those jokes we made.
And i miss the old you.


i just can't take it anymore and by blogging im just letting out my feelings and not asking for people to pity me.

labels: searching for the old u :(

PS; i did said i will stop blogging until Nlvl is over but just that i came across ___ blog and i can't accpt it fuck!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


TK HAPPY NGAN AKU BOLEH BBUAL NGAN AKU TO FACE EH.TK PERLU NK TULIS PASAL AKU KAT BLOG KO.AKU TK PERNAH TULIS PASAL KO KAT BLOG AKU LAR SIAL.MENTANG2 DA ADA BLOG NK BURUK2 KAN AKU AR.2 PASAL AR KO TK PERNAH SURUH AKU LINK KO.TINGGAL SERUMAH PON TK LEH BBUAL PE SAMPAI NK KENE BLOG?ASL NK KENE BURUK2 KN NAME AKU SIA.EH AKU TK PERNAH NK STEP BAIK LAR SIA DEPAN MAMA.KALAU KO NK KATA PERANGAI AKU LAGI BURUK DARI KO, KO BILANG AR AKU APE YG BURUK NAH SAMPAI AKU NK STEP BAIK DEPAN MAMA.TK PERNAH SESEKALI EH AKU NK STEP BAIK.KALAU KO TK SUKE MAMA BANDING KAN KO NGAN AKU KO G BBUAL NGAN MAMA AR TK PERLU NK CKP AKU PERANGAI NK STEP BAIK DEPAN MAMA. motive aku blog pon eh nk ko baca kalau ko blh blog pasal aku nk buruk2 kan aku asl aku tkleh.atleast aku ada cara eh tk kuar kn name ko semua.asl nk kene blog nk blg semua org yg actuali aku ni nk step baik and all??mepek siak.klau btol aku nk step baik ko blg ar aku perangai aku yg btol ape.^&*^*@%#*&$@*% !! BINGET SIA!!





to someone,kenape tidak ko bilang aku sendiri jadi aku paham and stop asking myself kenapa ko berubah semua.tk boleh ke ko bilang aku sendiri..asl nk kene org lain yg blg.u are selfish ! jng pikir kn prasaan sendiri.ko yg tk blg aku ni semua and biler aku ckp ko penting kan kwn ko marah.skrg aku da tau kenapa ko ubah sikap terhadap aku and kalau aku berubah jng salahkan aku.one thing je k aku maseh sayang ko and aku tknk kehilangan ko.lain kali blg aku sendiri jng blg org lain ok.haish.


labels: im missing u too much.haish ):

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